"Just let it happen," they say. "Try not to think about it." "It will happen." I'm so tired of hearing these things. It's been a little over a year and I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong. Of course I try to "let it happen", but getting pregnant is on my mind all day every day. Am I ovulating yet? What does my CM look like? Should I have sex now? Did it work? Should I test? Is this a period symptom or something else? Is this implantation bleeding or spotting? Am I supposed to ever be a mom? I just needed to get that out. I know a lot of you ladies feel the same way and it feels better to talk to women who understand it. Best of luck to you all and thanks for listening :)