I think i'm depressed and probably going to get bashed for this but I need to vent

I'm a young mom of two boys ,married , and currently 7 months pregnant . I feel like I hate my husband for everything for the way he has been treating me and my dumb ass being nice even after everything. My kids irritate me more and more each day they don't listen when they are together only when I have each kid alone they listen. My husband has been treating me bad for momths now and I'm so depressed he doesn't help me with anything . If I make a mistake it's the end of the world , if he makes a mistake I'm not suppose to say shit about it. I wish I had friends or family to talk to but I don't I'm angry and alone !!!! Any advice ? Please help!! He osn't the type to talk about things, everytime I try he tells me I'm exaggerating things or just tells me to keep it to myself.