anxiety

Kiff
I've honestly never experienced anxiety and I never knew what people actually meant until recently. I'm guessing it has something to do with my pregnancy, but recently I can't stop thinking about every little thing I need to do. A lot of it is not even baby related. I have a wedding I'm in at the end of July for my sister in law. I'm due July 3rd. And it's not even the amount of things I need to get done, it's what I WANT done. I want to be at a good weight, I want to get my nails done, I need to get my shoes still, I want to be tan. And I feel like having a newborn I won't be able to do everything. The things I'm having anxiety about may sound silly, but my brain just won't turn off about it. Ideally I would like to just relax with my baby until I'm good and ready to get back to my normal routine. I also have my shower coming up that I know I'll need to organize after that's done and finish up any shopping. I don't know. Am I being dumb? I just feel a bit overwhelmed lately