I just lost one of my best friends I can't cope I haven't been able to eat anything today she just post away this morning I didn't know she was sick what I hear she found out she was pregnant she had to have a surgery because the baby had passed away they sent her home a day later they took her back to the hospital she had a seizure it Front of her boyfriend and the next thing we know she's dead I didn't know she was sick a week ago I felt like I needed to message her but I was so sick myself I didn't want to now I feel bad I didn't get to say goodbye I know this topic doesn't really have anything to do with any of the pregnancies or anything I just need to get it out of my mind it's just so upset she might have been pregnant and she passed away she was only 28 years old her birthday was just last month I'm 14 weeks i will be 15 weeks in 2 days and I think that's why am taking it so hard we grew up together knowing that she passed away and she won't be there for this baby and I won't be there for her anymore it's so hard to wrap my head around it