So broken

Amy • Mom to 4 beautiful girls. 3/3/10, 4/27/14, 4/8/17, 3/7/19.
I feel so beat down. I just had my third daughter 5 weeks ago so the new addition is obviously a new transition for me and my family and that can be tough. That being said I'm also battling postpartum depression on top of it. Tonight minding my own I see that my mother in law has written on my Facebook page. What I read broke me.
It immediately sent me into a panic attack as dealing with all this newness I feel like the worst mom on the planet to begin with and this just crushed me. (The two mentioned in the comment are my youngest two, 3 yr old and my newborn. My oldest she claims I'm forgetting is 7) anywho my aunt, her sister called her to tell her to take the comment down and how unnecessary and mean it was, she said my MIL was drunk. (Shocker) but how flipping hurtful I don't even know what to do. I want to run away and hide in a corner. 😭 what do I do...