I'm alone.

I am in an amazing relationship, have been for two years now and I'm happy. I know that I can always tell my SO everything and come to him whenever I need too. I have zero girlfriends, yeah I have a couple of friends but none that I trust. I know it's mostly my fault for shutting everyone out but it's because I have such bad trust issues and bad experiences. I realize that if I didn't have my SO I would completely alone. When I go to school and he stays home or something in that sort. I am all alone. No one to talk too, just myself. I'm not really sure if I'm asking y'all anything or just ranting about my problems. 😕