Didn't want a baby.

Your kicks don't give me butterflies, seeing you doesn't make me happy, knowing that your growing honestly doesn't affect me at all. All of the cute baby clothes has no effect on me. Knowing that you'll be here in 3 months doesn't excite me. I didn't want kids, i didn't want this for my life, but here I am. Ya I had sex-double protected sex, and got pregnant. I wanted more out of life than to be someone's mom. I wanted to travel, go to school, and be on my own for as long as I wanted too, but nope. Family convinced me to keep you, adoption isn't an option cause my family will totally shun me out. I'm not going to treat you bad, I'll try and be a good mom, but this isn't what I wanted. Honestly, next time you say you're prolife, think about people in situations like this. Someone like me shouldn't be having a kid, much less be forced into it.