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cold feet before wedding

Erica • Sun, May 14

So tomorrow is my wedding in the court house, I'm 20 very sure that the man I'm marrying is the love of my life. But im having cold feet, because I'm really nervous he will leave me... he's not like that, but it's just my insecurities acting up. Also, i haven't told my dad yet, and he's my father you know, we have a complicated relationship.

Also tomorrow is mothers day and my mother passed away when i was 7 and i can't help but to think that she will never see me wed. And I'm so sad right now.

Plus his mom came from Miami for mothers day and to be a witness for the marriage papers. And I'm just a mess. I have my stepmother, and shes great but she's more of a friend or a sister. And I love her unconditionally, but i really really wished i had my mom, here for my wedding.

Im so sorry i just needed to vent. It's just a lot to take in.

UPDATE!

Thank you for responding girls it was lovely, my dad went to the wedding and then i went to the cementery