For 13 weeks I carried this baby and embraced that fact that our lives were going to change for the third time unexpectedly. For 13 weeks I have come to love this tiny human that I haven't even met yet. And today at 13 weeks and 4 days, I learned this morning that I lost you. Good god why does this hurt so bad. I'm not sure how long it will take to heal but I'm trying to believe it was for the best that God took you back. I know there was nothing we could have done to prevent this but we may never understand why. 😢