I'm not really sure

Kyla • I`m 26, a native of Colorado Springs, CO. I have a degree in surgical technology. As of right now I`m taking life one day at a time dealing with serious medical problems but staying positive.
So after being sick for the last 3 1/2 year and having limits as well as not really being able to do much I have gained some weight... I went swim suit shopping today and just felt horrible about my body. Going from 110 to 140 in just a couple months has really done a number on my self esteem. I just want to be back to normal!