Social media

I haven't been on social media for a year and half since I sent nudes to a guy,Who posted on social media. I was very embarrassed and ashamed of myself and was very scared of getting back on social media because of bulling and everything, and my parents took my phone away to I lost their trust and lost friends who thought were my friends, I hated myself I wanted to kill myself . Years later I try not to think about it I'm a good kid with goals and everything. And I been thinking I wanted to get on social media but just feel afraid about what people would say or would bully me . I'm really sensitive of going to public place thinking people would say something bad about me, I mean majority of people knows what happened .