I'm upset....

I was diagnosed with anorexia when I was 17. So, I battle with my image on a daily basis. I use to run 4 hrs a day and starve myself until that changed when I met my husband. I still fight with anorexia and my image but I eat like a normal person would now. I'm 25 weeks pregnant. When I first found out I was pregnant I obviously wasn't handling weight gain very well. I still am not. I want to starve myself and work out like crazy. However, my husband and I made a deal that I just try my hardest and with his help push through this and eat when I'm hungry. I'm hungry right now as I am typing this. (I have ate today) We agreed not to look at scales and ect.  But, for the last few weeks I have noticed my husbands eating habits have changed. He came home and I kept trying to get him to eat but instead he is sleeping. He use to eat as soon as he came home, he would snack every time you turn around. Now he's stopped. He's lost weight. I put him on the scale and he is no longer where he was when we started this. I'm highly upset because he's over here losing weight while I'm gaining and looking so freaking ugly in my opinion. He says he is eating and nothing has changed but it has. I don't know what to do about it. I think it's unfair. I'll end my rant here.