Sad, just need to vent

Emely
I've been trying to coincieve for 2 years without success, my husband is 42 I'm 25 , I really want to have kids and just can't deny I get sad and jealous when, see pregnant women, I'm happy for them but sad because of me, today one of my husband's nieces is having her baby she is 20, it was an unplanned pregnancy, also other of his nieces has an 10 months old boy, also an unplanned pregnancy, she just turned 18 , this girls got pregnant so easily, without planning it, without a solid base to support a baby, I'm feeling terrible, just needed to vent, I can't talk about this any were else