Never been more confused

Janine 🇨🇦
*sigh* TTC is so stressful and confusing! I started getting ovulation pains on cd5 took a opk and it was positive on that day and the next day, possibly the day after as well and then it my tests started becoming lighter and lighter. I assumed that it was either just a LH surge with no egg or I actually did ovulate early so me and hubby BD for those 3 days. Last week I started getting what felt like ovulation cramps again, took an opk it was negative but dark, up until now which is my supposed fertile week I got a positive opk at 11:30 and then the one I took at 7pm was negative, almost non existent line. I feel like crap. Im still having what feel like ovulation pains, I'm bloated and I'm exhausted. Sadly AF isn't due until June 7, I just want this cycle to be over.