Maybe God doesn't want me to have a baby with my husband.....

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So, I'm two years into marriage, and for over a year we've been trying to conceive. So far no luck 😔. We also argue constantly, I mean we have good days too, but since our 2nd year anniversary, we stopped praying together and the arguments are more constant and ugly. I know I want children, but I'm not sure if I want to bring a baby into chaos, and I believe the stress doesn't help either. I'm wondering if it is is or isn't meant for me and my husband to have children together....