My heart is breaking

Tosha

My father in law passed away last night. I am 12w 2d. This man wasn't just my father in law he was my best friend we have been inseparable the last five years. If he was in the hospital I was with him I took care of all his home health stuff. Took him to run errands everything. We did everything together. I am finally pregnant with the baby girl he has been begging for for 13 years after three boys. I just told him Wednesday and he was so happy. Then Thursday he told me he was so excited to be able to spoil her and get to spend time with her. (They have another granddaughter they do that get to see very often or spend time with.) All I can think about is how hard this is going to be without him around. He was such a major roll In Our life. He was like my dad!!!

This sucks! My heart is broken! 😖💔💔😭