depressed. please help

Michelle • 6/5/16- Addi Jo was born. 💘
My husband and I have been having problems. His mom has disrespected me and my daughter (not his biologically) by saying she's not blood and all this crap. We decided she didn't need to be apart of our lives if she couldn't accept my daughter. He has a daughter of his own with his ex of 3 years, and they split up 7 months ago before the baby was born and he's never gotten to see her (they have a no contact order) and he said he wasn't gonna try. I have talked to him several times telling him if he wanted a relationship with his family (mom) I was willing to look past it. I told him if he wanted a part of his daughters life, I'd be standing right by his side. We've been having a lot of fighting (he's emotionally abusive) I asked him to work on it or if leave. He wouldn't put any effort in. So we decided to have a weekend apart, he texts me saying "I want a part of my daughters life and I want to have a relationship with my mom again" okay? So we're done? Yes. He wants to be with his ex again. He packed all his shit and left today.. I AM SO HEART BROKEN. I am shattered. I miss him, I want him, i love him and I will not be getting over him for a long while. I am just so hurt but I had to block his number so I resist temptation of begging him back.. idk what to do.