I just found out that one if closer cousins is also struggling with fertility and her and her hubby are now going to try and adopt next gear. They have started to try and save/raise money for it. It makes me feel better to know that I'm not the only one. It also makes me feel worse because if she, a perfectly healthy, perfect weight women has PCOS and struggles it makes me think my chances are even slimmer/harder than hers. And my husband and probably couldn't afford to adopt for many years. It's comforting and disheartening all in one.