I think I'll never find true love! I love hard and I get hurt. I just feel like it's something wrong with me! I'll be 26 and haven't had a stable relationship in years! since my teens! I have a daughter and all I want for her to have is a family. I don't have one. It's just us! I went to see this guy this weekend and it felt like a hook up! It was our first time seeing each other in person after months of talking on the phone. I just feel real stupid! He called me after we left and he apologized for making me feel like that. We had a long conversation. But I'm having still having doubts. I just don't feel loved. It's hard! I have to quit searching for it. But how do I know when I found it?