I hate getting my hopes up everytime after my cycle is coming to an end. This is the second time in five months that my AF has been five days late and when I test I get a BFN with AF to follow almost immediately after testing. It feels like the biggest slap in the face of saying NOPE not this time and it is getting hard on me. I don't have the biggest support group other than my husband and one friend  because we have been keeping everything quiet from our families. I seriously was so excited this time around and only seconds after taking my test did AF show. I guess I'm just feeling really down about all of this. 😔