Today while scrolling through Facebook I saw an adorable video, that completely brought me to tears and shook me to the core. It was a little girl with her newborn brother, and it absolutely broke my heart. The little girl looked about 3-4, and reminded me of my daughter. She would have turned 4 in February, and in July it will be a year since she passed away. It kills me to see pictures and videos like that knowing I'll never see them together, she never got to meet her brother, he will never meet her, I won't have pictures, memories, nothing of them with each other.. and it's killing me more than I can express.. I miss her like crazy.. She was so excited to be a big sister and she will never be here with us..