I know this is a controversial topic and I have nothing against it whatsoever, I absolutely see the benefits of breastfeeding. That being said, the thought of me personally doing it is kind of freaking me out right now. To be clear, I want my baby to have all the nutrients it needs and I know those only come from the milk which I can and will do by pumping. It's just the action of myself breastfeeding that weirds me out. Am I terrible? Again, before anyone can take it the wrong way I have absolutely no problem with anyone breastfeeding any way the want or need to. This is just a PERSONAL worry and any advice would be helpful.