TRIGGER WARNING!!! So about a month ago I broke up with two of my most trusted friends, we were all very close...we would tell eachover our personal issues. One thing we all had in common was that we all had mental illness and I felt as if I really fit in for once. But one of them started faking suicde weekly with there online friend which guilt tripped the other girl and I and we really did hate it because the girl lied about going to the hospital for stitches and blood loss from cutting...but if you did that you'd be in the hospital a lot longer than 10 hours and you'd be placed on suicde watch and in a mental hospital, and guess what she was at school THE NEXT DAY!!! I remember she lifted her sleeve...and NOTHING was there! I was so heart broken when I tried to confront her about it guess who had fresh cuts on there wrists with the caption "my scars"...as a fellow ex. Self harmer I knew they weren't SCARS and were done recently....I told my other friend and she seemed upset also, so one day when I was fighting with that girls friend the friend messaged me saying she didn't want to be my friend anymore...I knew it was my only chance for Sam and I (other girl) to tell her how we felt about her faking mental illness for attention, and guess what...SAM TOOK THE OTHER GIRLS SIDE!!! The one who was faking it! I'm still upset about it and I miss them...I'm still in shock that this happened...I need help getting over it...I still really want to be there friend...but I know they were both quite toxic...