There's this lad that I've known a while and I've only just started to develop a crush on him, he knows this and so does his best friend and my best friend (his best friends girlfriend) anyway the other night he sent me a dick pic and wanking video and I took pictures and the video on my old phone. I don't even know why to be honest. But my best friend found out and she told him and now he's completely ignoring me and I know what I did was so wrong but I need some advice on what to do because I feel like I've lost someone I never had. 

Again please don't judge I was being selfish and cruel when I did it.