Sad ๐Ÿ˜ž

Chamieka โ€ข Welcome to my journey.
Today I was supposed to have an appointment with one of the best fertility specialist in my area. I scheduled this appointment almost a month and a half ago and I was excited to go along with my boyfriend.
However, because my boyfriend is the procrastinator that he is-he waited until the last minute to take off of work. He put in a time off request- it was not honored. So therefore.. He couldn't be there. I just canceled the appointment all together...๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž
I'm just mad because I feel like he works too much and we never spend time together, there is no possible way we can actually make a baby. On one hand I can't blame him for being a man and wanting to work. On the other hand I feel like our relationship is taking a turn for the worst.
๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž sorry just venting. Maybe it's not time. ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž