NO NO NO IS THIS REAL ?? IS IT ?!??😭

After 2 years ttc & thousands of pg tests .. AND THIS???? Ok WHAT IS IT PLEASE TELL ME IS THID REAL???? IS IT?!? DOES IT LOOK LIKE A TRUE POSITIVE ?!? PLEASE HELP I CANT BELIEVE IT IDK IF ITS REAL IVE NEVER EVER EXPERIENCED A REAL POSITIVE SO PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME 
This is in natural sunlight 
This is in the house ???????? Please girls idk what to do with my self right now. 
Af was suppose to be due around next week
I'm 11-13 dpo I'm not sure... I've used like 60 tests this month so far. I'm freaking right now! Idk what to do with my self idk what to believe???!??