Tww almost up (:

My period is due Saturday!!
I am trying my best to not go buy a test and test. 
I haven't been feeling great and have had slight cramping all week but nothing major and no implant bleeding. 
I just want to test and know but I'm afraid if I test now I'll loose hope
A couple months ago I was convinced I was pregnant and was having every symptom in the book but ended up not
Well beyond ligh cramps I don't think I'm pregnant this month I don't really "feel" pregnant.