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Jessenia
I'm 17 and my boyfriend and I have been together for 11 months and a year is coming very soon😊 but lately I've been feeling sad because I don't get him to see him a lot and we don't talk as much either. He recently started working like a month ago and I don't see him because of that and i come an hour later out of school and we don't end up talking because he's tired. I know I should be comprehensive but it just gets me feeling sad. We don't go to the same school either and that really sucks because I always feel like crying when I see other couples at my school and I wish that he were there to be with me. We barely see each other now, either it's one day a week maybe twice or we either end up seeing each other after weeks😩 now we don't talk much because he's always tired and that gets me sad. Theres a day where he comes to pick me up from school but it's just not enough. For worse in the summer he's taking an internship where he has to go everyday and has work after so basically i won't be seeing him. I was all excited about summer because I would get to see him and do many things together since this whole school year I couldn't but no it's not like that anymore. I know i should be happy that he's doing well and making money, I am happy for him but I can't help feeling hurt. I wish that he would make more time for me, instead he choses to work eveyday in the summer and I'm scared that we end up breaking up. I haven't told him this because it sounds like I want him to stop working and I don't want that because he's doing well and he wants to work. But I guess I don't know what to do. Before I never thought about what would happen if one of us would start working but now it seems like things won't be good and I'm scared of that because I want a future with him😞 I don't know what to do honestly