Another rant 😔

Sunday my twin sister and I got in a huge argument and we ended up in a fist fight.. Before all this happened we were talking about how my sister doesn't like to have fun. Our friend Angelica asked her and her bf to go to a party. Of course my sister says no. I told my sister that she should at least have a lil fun and not settle down too fast with her bf. I told her that I missed how we had long talks and that we can't hangout with each other because she always brings her SO around. Then my sister calls me names and a slut . So we fist fought. My family and I are bad at apologizing but I can't be around my sister . She's my twin and sucks that she chooses her SO before her own blood. Any advice, after I give her space. I'm just scared that I'll never have my sister and best friend back 😢😢