I had my obgyn annual May 1st. I told my doctor that we had been trying for a year now to get pregnant and no luck. She wanted my blood to be tested and get an ultrasound and for my husband to go get a semen analysis. We did and man were both results not good!! My husband has a good sperm count but the mobility and shape of the sperm is low. Then comes my blood test...high levels of TSH (thyroid) and high levels of testosterone. I haven't had my ultrasound yet, I go on Friday, but I'm expecting to be diagnosed with PCOS. The nurse said something about and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> but I haven't researched anything yet until I talk to the main doctor at the office I go to. That totally freaked me out that he wanted to see me because he is sort of like a unicorn to me. I've never seen him in person. So when the nurse told me he wanted to see me I had a full on meltdown! I am not a very positive person so I just keep thinking the worst, like I'm never going to become a biological mom. I know I need to stay positive and wait to see what the doctor says but I'm just having a super hard time. On top of all this, I started a new job after being at my previous job for 10 1/2 years so I'm really emotional about that too! Just a mess! I could really use some encouragement or advice. And maybe a hug but that's asking for a lot haha