i feel so guilty! 😞
I work 11p-7:30am at a psychiatric hospital. Last night while I was at work, my husband ended up at the ER due to chest pain and sky high BP (we're talking like 220/150) He has a history of heart problems and had a heart attack last September, so it's not necessarily a new thing. Well when I got home from work at 8am, he stayed up with our 15 month old (who was at grandmas all night) and I took a 2 hour nap before I had to pick up my older son from his dad. Being 28 weeks pregnant and have been up all night, that two hour nap definitely did not do much as far as me feeling rested, and my husband is beat because he was up all night as well. So, my MIL told me she could keep the boys this afternoon until the morning so him and I could get sleep. My older son loves going to NaNas, and when I asked him if he wanted to go, he got really excited, and obviously the 15 month just goes with the flow lol. My husband just left to take them to her house, and I feel so guilty! My older son just got home and he's already leaving for the night ðŸ˜
I feel like I should be able to suck it up and just not sleep, but I go back again to work tonight and there's no way I can run off of a few hours. Someone please tell me I'm not an awful mother for sending him to grandmas so we can get some sleep! 😞
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