Heart Broken

Charmaine
Well I lost my child 2 months. I was 36 weeks and he was a still born. The cord was wrapped around his neck. I'm 24 and my man is 41 and he doesn't want anymore kids. It breaks my heart because I'm so young and I want kids. My brother however has two kids already a two-year-old and a four month old and they just found out they are expecting their third child.  I don't know how to react to it. I can't even have one child and they make it seem easy to have children. And the thing is his wife has never worked a day in her life and my brother is always in and out of jobs. I'm just heart broken. Is it wrong for me to be upset???