I love my little boy so much.. but he's 5 months old and we finally got in the groove of things. He wakes up, play, eat, nap repeat. I clean all day (we are home so we make a mess when I have to prepare baby foods or lay toys out/wash bottles) I cook dinner from scratch. Then I clean up after dinner and go to bed. I don't have friends with kids nor do I have the time to hang out with them. If I have time I'm around the house doing chores. My SO doesn't help much with our son... I'm so unhappy with my SO. We don't get along.. (well maybe once a week we will have a good day) but for the most part we argue. There's no way I could leave (I would be more miserable at my parents) I can't work and save money to get my own place (I'm a stay at home mom and we have no one to watch our son, and I don't work so I can't pay for daycare) and if he left I couldn't pay the rent or do anything because I'm a sahm. I'm stuck. Just having a hard time right now.