Why is the Universe so unfair?

Question

I am 20. He is 39. We've been together for over a year. 
I am in college
I live with my parents who hate him.
I am one skin color and he is the opposite - and because of his age and his color they despise him.
We see each other in secret. We can't spend more than 3 hours together...

I fear that as much as I love him, and as much as I want to gather my shit and make a life of my own, I will never be good enough for him.
I'm terrified that one day he'll get tired of this love and want to move on to something realistic.
A woman his age and a nice apartment with a good paying job.
I just want to know why my life is so unmatchable with his? 
I have everything except the standards
I'm funny and smart and one heck of a good woman who'd do anything for him. I work my ass off and try everyday to make it better than the last. 
We make each other happy, I just don't want it to end.

Answer

Why cant you just move in w him?

Answer

Hey I married a man 13 years older than me. Just keep working at it and if it's meant to be than so be it.

Answer

It's not that there's anything wrong with you or your life...in my honest opinion it's just the age difference. At only 20 you're not going to be as well off and established at somebody who is 39. It doesn't mean you're doing anything wrong or you're not good enough. The best thing you can do it to keep trucking and get through school....you'll get there in due time. You need to invest in yourself reguardless of it it will better your relationship and bring you closer to him.

Why is the Universe so unfair?

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