'Stop trying to conceive'....

Amanda 🐼 β€’ With my husband for 19 years, married 10 πŸ’ Postpartum RN πŸ’‰ Addison Sarah born 1/1/16 πŸŽ€ Lost baby #2 10/1/18 πŸ‘ΌπŸ»
I know people keep saying to 'stop trying' and it'll happen, but my problem is if we stop trying, it won't happen...bc DH and I have only been having sex during my fertile time, when I say we should. Otherwise we don't for the whole rest of the month.Β 
I've never been a big fan of sex. Endometriosis always made it painful and I never learned to enjoy it. Now especially it has become a chore. If we stop trying, I don't know when it'll happen, so I guess we won't just stop...