After every storm there is a rainbow... As I laid on the table, holding my husband's hand, I stared up at the big screen on the wall waiting to see if my dreams would come true or come crashing down around me. My first experience on this table was a traumatic one. My husband and I were ecstatic to become parents, and as he recorded the screen during the ultrasound, my life changed in a way I wasn't expecting on that day. Losing my first pregnancy sent me into a downward spiral of depression. I was self destructive and unstable. After 7 long and agonizing months, 4 rounds of clomid, a million prayers, God answered. Fearfully I looked up at that screen again, tears running down my face, silent prayers on my lips...and my life changed again. Elated is my only word. I cannot see through my relief and I'm overjoyed with this creation. Although I do not wish to ever go through what I did, I'm happy my journey led me to this exact moment. Due January 1st, 2018. It's going to be one magnificent NYE celebration 🍾