Lust for someone new

Have you ever deeply wanted to step out on your s/o to have un meaningful sex with someone new? Just seems like every man i see i lust for and wonder how they are in the bedroom, and no longer want anything to do with my s/o in that aspect. ***PLEASE NO RUDE COMMENTS & NO JUDGING***

**Not pregnant and have 6 kids together, plus 13 years

**have masturbated but makes the urge worss