Rape & Assault.

Baylea • // equestrian // aussie //
This is going to be kind of long but please read it all.
So when I was 10 I was sexually assaulted and then when I was 11/12 I was raped.
I am now 15 turning 16.
Honestly ever since then I have always been weird about guys, most guys I look at make me feel sick and kind of creep me out. 
I haven't wanted to date or be around boys since then and I am still to scared to commit or be in a relashionship. 
I don't know if this is because of what happened or it's just me.
I don't go near boys - besides my brothers
I don't want to talk to them or be around them. I honestly hate it.
Has anyone had any similar situations or have any advice for me?