Relationship Advice Needed

Akane
The guy I was dating is really indecisive and so now we don't know what we are to each other 😔. I mean he could've done this before we've gotten this far but no he waits for after I lose my virginity to him and tell him how I really feel about him to start second guessing or whatever he is doing, so Idk if this is over or what. It seems and feels like to me that I'm just a sex toy to him most of the time cause that's all he wants when we see each other. If I say no he gets pissed and says I don't love him or I ruined his day 😢. Idk what I'm supposed to do I love him and want to be there for him, but how? All I ever do in my relationships is screw up in some way and I just want to do something right for a change cause I really love him. I just need some advice PLEASE