Life is so cruel.

Losing my dad to cancer in January this year was and still is hard 😢 but on 11th may I also lost my brother to cancer. He was 35 years old with a 7 month old baby girl and a loving wife. He was diagnosed 2 days after our dad's funeral and he's gone already. I hate cancer. It's everywhere. I live in fear now that il be next. I know it's an unhealthy thought but I can't help it 😢😢