😞 I'm just venting. I'm just feeling bummed out. Since it's Memorial Day weekend obviously everyone's out drinking and having fun whatever. But I'm pregnant so I'm just sitting at home. Don't get me wrong I'm not unhappy that I'm pregnant or anything I wouldn't trade it. But I turned 21 when I was 21 weeks so I didn't get to celebrate or anything(I enjoy having some drinks and hanging out). I'm just bummed I'm sitting at home like I do every night because I don't have any friends besides one, but she works a lot and has her kid so we don't hang out often. And I'm a little upset my boyfriend started working 3rd shift, and his days off are the days that I work and I don't get home until 6, and he's already gone hanging out with his friends. Just like tonight. I've barely seen him and when we get the chance to be together for some time he wants to hang out with his friends. And I understand, he's a hard worker and he works long hours he wants to cut back and have a few with his buddies. But it hurts my feelings I feel like he rather hang out with them than me. And I mean it's not like we'd do anything besides watch tv, but it's still just you wanting to be with me. Idk I'm judt feeling pretty lonely and upset tonight.