Losing my virginity (sort of)

Ruby
So i count this as my first time because I try not to think of what my stepdad did to me as losing my virginity just cause I didn't have any control so yeah to the story now..... It was all absolutely perfect almost like it was out of a movie. We started out the day me drooling all over my pillows then him waking me up by laying on top and cuddleing me and when I woke up he had coffee and a cream cheese danish after I ate with him singing along to the song stuck in his head we had watched a few movies then both got ready for our dinner date i wore a red 2 piece dress and he wore a dress shirt and dress pants. we went to eat and we hung out and even got alittle bit of wine cause cody had his fake ID I know having ine us bad but he doesn't use it that often then after that I thought he was gonna take me home but then he took me to this fancy hotel in downtown and we went to the room and it was so beautiful there were rose petals on the bed and candles were lit when we opened up the foor he was kissing my neck and I slowly turned around and started to undo his top and he walked us to the bed and slowly layed me down and you can figure iut the rest..... When I woke up in the morning he was rapped around me and I just was so happy when I was scared I would wake up with regret I just woke up happy which was great I love how he makes me feel I love that no matter what mood I'm in I love him ❤❤