Hey ladies

After ttc for 2 yrs and trying all known remedies and concoctions and peeing on sticks I have become addicted to opks lol

It costs me a small fortune I must admit and I think it's quite sad I have ended up like this.

No fertile mucus only the bad to sperm kind and low sperm count I have pretty much no chance of getting preggo without paying for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>.

And yet I can't go for a wee without an opk.... it's a horrid thing when out and about if I need to pee I make myself hold it till I get home???

Its crazy but that's not all...sex after ovulation seems to have dwindled too probs my fault not sure but my libido has run away these days. Ttc has killed my sex drive I try for my OH but the interest isn't there.

Ttc has changed our life so much and I'd love to go back and do things differently.

Little rant at myself there sorry. Ttc at 39 and disillusioned. My OH is always positive bless him but at 25 he doesn't get the "tick tock"

Rant over...on to cycle day 9.....