it's just not my turn...

Today I took a pregnancy test and I took the test and then walked away to look at glow. I see a woman who has been trying for the same amount of time as us, is pregnant. I prayed so hard last night that God would bless us with a baby after almost 2 years of trying. We felt like if we would have ever been pregnant, it would've been this time because I spotted half way through my cycle, which has never happened. But unfortunately, God decided that it's not my turn. So for the women who are getting pregnant, I hope you have happy, healthy pregnancies. And I hope one day I can know what it feels like to be in your shoes.