thought this was it...

Rachel
TTC is such BS! Why can't one of the best things in the world just be so much easier?! Ugh, in a perfect world... I started spotting two days ago. Temp dipped but went up and has stayed up. Period is due tomorrow. I took a little cheapie yesterday and the test was clearly having issues but I got a positive. (Pictured) I was so excited but trying to just relax because the test was having issues. Took two more cheapies yesterday afternoon and both negative. So I decided to wait until this morning and test with my first morning urine with a First Response. Took it and instantly saw a white line pop up over the positive line so I walked away to let the test finish. Came back after the suggested time wait... BFN. In the back of my head I knew it wouldn't be positive but no matter how hard you try to tell yourself it'll be okay, it's not always that easy. To top it off we're on a family beach trip and my much younger sister in law is 7.5 months pregnant. Going to try so hard to just enjoy this trip... I know I'm not 100% out till AF shows but I think I've reached my breaking point and I'm just so tired...