Awhile ago my boyfriend told me it made him uncomfortable that I smoked weed with my friends and he didn't really want me to. Which wasn't a big deal cause I barley did it anyways so I stopped. Then a few month later i dont know how it got brought up but I asked if he smoked with his friend and he said no so I asked again and he said "don't get mad but yeah I did" I was so angry because it made him uncomfortable that I did it but he went and did it behind my back.. anyways a couple months ago I found 2 empty bottles of vodka in his room and I asked where he got them and he said one was his friends and one was his. He lied to me about that, they were both his. His mom told him she smelled weed in his room and asked if he'd been smoking it and he said no. I asked him if he was and he admitted to me he was. He got both the weed and alcohol from his 15 year old friend. (My bf was 20 at the time) His friend gets the stuff from gang members. He has sever depression and was using those things to self medicate. I was so angry and upset. His friend told him not to tell me and that I wouldn't find out. His friend is a terrible influence on him. All the times he smoked his friend told him not to tell me and that I wouldn't find out. I still get upset about it.

Sorry I'm just upset about it right now and really needed to vent.