Hiding in the toilets at work

Crying my eyes out as AF is here again. 10mths trying and I'm so tired of the heartache. I know I can't (and I won't) give up but I wish it didn't feel this way. I just wanna go home and cry myself to sleep. I know I'm not new or special at feeling like this but I needed to share as I can't share with anyone else (my husband is in meetings today). Thanks for letting me cry myself out. 😢