Getting really aggy

Getting really frustrated today. AF is still here and I'm supposed to come off of my period tomorrow but by the looks of things I have at least another couple of days. I'm starting to feel really stressed out today and I know it's because I just experienced this chemical pregnancy and I want to hurry up and try again, I know people suggest waiting a few cycles to start again but I got pregnant on my 11th month ttc and then suffered a chemical pregnancy! I was so upset and it's made me want it even more now! It breaks my heart that I am now in my 12th month ttc because I just want a baby so so so bad! My neighbour has a ten month old baby girl called Winnie and it's so cute because I held her not long after she was born and have seen her grow up. I saw her today and my broodiness is kicking in once again! I just want a baby so bad! I want to be pregnant and then have a huge bump and have bump photo shoots and then give birth and i don't mind that it will be painful! And then watch my baby grow up! I don't even mind the gender! I have no particular mind set on what gender is prefer, I'd just really appreciate a baby! So so much! I've heard that you are highly fertile straight after a chemical and heard of women getting pregnant immediately after theirs. I hope that is the case for me! I can only try the best I can and do everything as properly as I can! Just preying this is my month! Sorry for the long post but i needed to get it out!