ladies and gentlemen this is who I'm having a child by smh 🤦🏽‍♀️

Like. I don't understand how I let him convince me to keep this unplanned pregnancy with all these false promises of being there every step of the way and is being a family. Bad enough he cheated and left me for another woman mid pregnancy but this is how he talks to me and still expects me to cower over and give him what he wants. As far as the name, he only wants the baby to be named Erin and would not help me brain storm in anything else. I tell him about doctors appointments and he blew 3 in a row off then tells people I'm keeping him from attending. I just don't understand how he could go from the best guy I ever dated to this bastard. I'm 37 weeks and it's my first pregnancy this was my worst nightmare and I never wanted to bring a child into this world under these circumstances but this is the cards life dealt me smh