Ttc jitters!!

My husband and I have planned to get pregnant in june/july, I just recently went off the pill for my period to normalize and my hormones to stabilize. But now, I'm terrified to have sex! A little excited but still more nervous then anything! I can't bite the bullet! Lol. Take that last leap, shit or get off the pot, rip the bandaid off, whatever analogy you got for it, I'm it. Lol. I want a baby, we want two actually, I just...cant take that plunge. It's like I need to trick myself. Haha. Idk any advice?! Perhaps as some time goes by I'll be less obsessive about the thought of conceiving n I'll forget and we'll have a fun night one night. Haha. I know them, at that point, when there's no turning back, I'll be nothing but smiles! :))))